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2022, diagnosed with FND after hospitalisation with debilitating non-specific symptoms. In reality I had chronic untreated tick borne infections. Once treated properly, FND symptoms resolved completely. However the spectre of FND haunts my medical records, and I've been left with permanent vision loss and a deep distrust of doctors, especially neurologists.
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ANTIBIOTICS CURED ME OF FND !
3 months ago

Personal account of complex neurological and systemic symptoms following a tick bite, with a clinical diagnosis of FND made after extensive negative or inconclusive investigations. The author proposes an infectious origin involving Lyme disease and other tick-borne infections and reports improvement following targeted antibiotic treatment.

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To his credit, Dr Grin was sufficiently courageous to put his name to his opinions, unlike “anonymous”. Weird thing is, I'd have no idea what he looked like until he drew attention to himself. The irony! Now all I can see is someone sadly prone to toddler style foot stamping hissy fits, practising as a clinician. Not a great advert for business! Arrogant to suggest medicine knows all there is to know about chronic conditions and neurology….. “

There is no disease process that explains why someone w/ME/CFS can’t chew/swallow.”

Opinions touted as facts ARE misinformation.


Cowardly “Anonymous” hate email, is a grim reminder of the weird post truth era we live in, where emotions trump objective reasoning. Any focus on facts gets lost in the intensity of it all, as limbic override kicks in.

I think “anonymous” may benefit from some deep breathing exercises?


Trivialising medicine is clearly not the aim here. Quite the opposite in fact. Exposing the dangers of misdiagnosed FND, and missed treatable biomedical conditions is crucial for patient safety. The effects of

this are FAR FROM TRIVIAL, and linger like a festering wound for those of us who had to experience this. Anonymous doesn’t understand how “fucking dangerous that can be”.


Humour is purely a way of coping with this distress, as AI puts it; humour acts as an adaptive way to process trauma, pain, or everyday struggles without becoming completely overwhelmed. Maybe some of us are retraining our own brains to cope with the adversity this causes.


Humour being subjective, means we can choose not to look/listen when it doesn’t suit our sensibilities. So how does this justify threats by the “anonymous” humour police?


Patients shouldn’t need to subjugate to authoritarianism in medicine. Its profoundly wrong. Authoritarian paternalistic attitudes aren’t reassuring, unless patients yield in good faith. In order to do this, one must believe doctors never make mistakes, which do actually happen according to “anonymous”, in a brief moment of humility.


On the subject of authoritarianism, what’s with the reference to 1930’s Germany (Röhm-Putsch)? Sinister! If “anonymous” really is a clinician, ironically, they have by their own hand portrayed themselves as arrogant and

blinkered, not to mention deeply disturbed. The iteration of the word ‘cosplay’ (I knew I’d seen it before as I had to look it up) is “on brand” for aggressively angry @Anonymous neurologist.


FNDNope is READDRESSING THE BALANCE. The distortions are already out there, on neurosymptoms.org, in the academic literature, uncorrected for bias. Front of house on neurosymptoms.org, the hardware/software analogy still describes purely a “software” issue, in spite of recent fMRI findings pointing to brain “hardware”

changes. There’s a 2009 PDF recommending graded exercise therapy for people with ME/CFS, since NICE guidelines changed in 2021, is no longer relevant and actually harmful for these patients. The FND sales pitch is still entrenched in hard sell psychosomatic.


Thank you FNDNope, for advocating. Authoritarians do eventually get overthrown.


Replied to ANTIBIOTICS CURED ME OF FND ! · 03 Sep 2026

MBOI, Dr Richard Horowitz, veteran tick born-diseases practitioner from the US, discusses FND on his medical detective substack;

Functional Neurological Disorder (FND): Potential Answers To A Common ‘Idiopathic’ Condition

and how tricky-to-detect infections can mimic FND symptoms. He discusses the case of a patient who suffered neuropsychiatric symptoms from the effects of multiple tick-borne infections and went into full symptom remission after targeted treatment. He goes on to discuss his 16 point MSIDS model (Multiple Systemic Infectious Disease Syndrome) as a potential driver of chronic FND like symptoms and systemic inflammation, offering a biomedical alternative to the psychosomatic explanation.


Replied to The Common Phenotypes Hypothesis · 20 Aug 2026

A link originating from David Tuller's virology blog ; https://www.longcovidadvoc.com/post/bps with a very interesting article, a 101 of the Biopsychosocial model (on which FND is founded). I find particularly interesting this quote;

One can easily see the problem of gender, especially as researchers were encouraged to remove women from all medical research from 1977 in the US—at exactly the same time the BPS model was established and then propagated.

May explain, at least in part, the over representation of psychosomatic diagnoses in the female population?


native“A positive sign of FCD is that you can remember what you do not remember.

Eh? On what planet does this make any sense? More circular reasoning made to sound profoundly proverbial? How can science generate evidence of this?


“I would strongly recommend you do not listen to any of these people.”

Sable Lynx, how are you qualified and who are you really to make such strong

recommendations? Why do you hold such contempt for the agnostic who look beyond FND for answers, and may not be willing to accept it as their final destination? What does it mean to you personally? Are you THE authority being

questioned?


Questioning (even authority), is good for progress. If humanity hadn’t questioned the church, we’d still believe the Earth is flat (just one example). Blind faith just isn’t for everyone.


It’s a peculiar thing to affix a label to genuinely debilitating symptoms of unknown

origin, then suggest anyone not accepting this label, is faulty somehow. It’s a

strong case for blame shifting. Peculiar too, to be so doggedly defensive and

interpret non-compliance as an assault on FND (and everyone with it). Hardly

rational behaviour, (unless you build an empire and your life’s work depends on

it of course).


“They are people who deny their loved ones or themselves have FND which is why they continue to suffer with symptoms. It’s very sad and unnecessary. The need to be

right becomes more important than getting well.

Total BS. How do you know any of this? It’s a sweepingly arrogant assumption. Framing scepticism as needing to be right at the detriment of loved ones is offensive and ludicrous. Personally, the need to be well far outweighed my need to be right. I was too sick to be egotistical about such trivia. The fact I was right

to pursue other avenues of investigation was incidental, (though clearly a sore point

for the FND faithful).


“Listening to people on this site will lead you down a long path of more suffering.

An ominous piece of advice. Again, how do you know this for sure? Anecdotally, I found the opposite to be true. Looking beyond my FND diagnosis and treating the organic cause of my illness is the only reason I survived and rid myself of FND symptoms.

This sounds a lot like blind faith. We’re all human. Those of us with first-hand experience of debilitating neurological impairment should, for all intents and purposes, be on the same page. How did it even come about, this polarised narrative of 'us' vs. 'them'?


Everyone is entitled to freedom of will to question authority, and explore other avenues if FND feels like a wrong fit for them.


I sincerely hope Con can find relief from this cognitive nightmare he’s living through, whether down the FND route or an alternative one.


Replied to The Common Phenotypes Hypothesis · 19 Jun 2026

There is no way to redact FND! No sufficient evidence exists

that would allow a diagnosis of FND to be reconsidered. It was engineered this

way, with a degree of wiggle room Houdini would’ve been proud of. Smoke and

mirrors.


With every diagnostic loophole sewn up, all pathways to

differential diagnoses get blocked. It’s a cunning plan. And one with the added

benefit of reducing the economic burden of infinite testing and unnecessary

medication. It is indeed a patient trap, thanks to its rule in status.


On this current trajectory and increasing acceptance as

medically mainstream, in spite of having little corroborating evidence, FND is

in danger of minimising organic disease such as MS, by defining them as ‘co morbid’.

The problem being, each require different therapies. Where is the evidence of how

cause and effect relate to one another?


Ironically, Professor emeritus Jon Stone himself, is able to

find reasons to un diagnose MS. Why then can FND not be un diagnosed?  (See YouTube presentation by Professor Jon

Stone on un diagnosing MS);

 

He goes on to explain how FND ‘trumps’ other conditions, specifically

MS, every time (11:29).


Professor Stone cites a couple of specially selected

examples of severely disabled patients, found to have minimal ‘hardware’ damage

on MRI. Such severe disability, apparently medically inexplicable, means they

must have FND. In this scenario, FND covers everything MS can’t explain.


If it’s not MS then it must be FND. If this isn’t dualistic,

I don’t know what is!


This paper co-authored by Jon Stone, discusses the clinical

overlap of FND and MS, and the diagnostic confusion.

https://link.springer.com/article/10.1007/s00415-021-10436-6


It demonstrates the abject failure of the biopsychosocial

model (BPSM) on which FND is founded, to clarify between disease symptoms with

a distinct organic cause, and symptoms with evidently nothing organic to explain

them. This is surely a subjective dichotomy?


BPSM is open to criticism; 

https://journals.sagepub.com/doi/epub/10.1177/0004867420981409

https://www.researchgate.net/publication/370069918_The_biopsychosocial_model_Its_use_and_abuse


Circular reasoning and wayward discourse seem to be a

dominant feature of the FND framework, and is the logical fallacy that enables

these issues to be viewed from the wrong direction, perhaps erroneously.


How can medicine advance without the incentive to explain

the ‘whys’ of symptoms happening? (Not mentioning the potential harm to patients.)

This is another criticism of the BPSM; how it may threaten to undermine

scientific research and healthy curiosity.


The woolly explanation provided in neurosymptoms.org of FND causation suggests the question of ‘why?’ not be confused with ‘how’. https://neurosymptoms.org/en/causes/


Maybe ‘why’ is simply undefinable. Personally, I remain

completely unconvinced!


Replied to ANTIBIOTICS CURED ME OF FND ! · 04 Jun 2026

ONE FINAL POINT;

The anonymous, apparently scientifically endorsed ‘grassroots’ site ‘Lymescience.org’, use divisive fearmongering tactics, reminiscent of a Corsodyl advert; if you don’t buy their mouthwash your teeth will fall out

They are affiliated to the dark underbelly of chronic Lyme denialists, and the so called ‘Lyme wars’. A few familiar names keep cropping up e.g, Wormser, who may have questionable ethics and conflicts of interest as illustrated by this link;

https://www.lymedisease.org/wormser-wrong-choice-lyme-panel/


It’s a politically divisive minefield with some common denominators;

https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC2435453/

https://www.amjmed.com/article/S0002-9343(13)00225-8/fulltext


This one ‘s behind a paywall, but the title gives the gist of it;

https://www.cambridge.org/core/journals/american-journal-of-law-and-medicine/article/abs/cure-unwanted-exploring-the-chronic-lyme-disease-controversy-and-why-conflicts-of-interest-in-practice-guidelines-may-be-guiding-us-down-the-wrong-path/41FA2894DBA3B12DDFB6ECA020CCD5BA


Of course, none of these banal politics help patients.

(My garden’s full of Lyme ticks, can supply free of charge, if anyone’s interested!)


Replied to ANTIBIOTICS CURED ME OF FND ! · 02 Jun 2026
In answer to jakovmrc, I’m very much better thanks; constipation, gone, bloating, gone, fatigue, a little remains but my stamina is returning and happy to say, I can do most of the activities I used to. Best of all my leg weakness is gone, as are my seizure like episodes, and I can walk without fear of collapse. There was a time I was seriously considering what the rest of my life would be like vegetating in a wheelchair. It was my best decision ever to stick to my guns and find the right specialist who understood how to get me better. And thanks for your best wishes, I hope you can find the right path to wellness, and please don’t give up hope! As for 'anonymous', looks like I hit a raw nerve! It’s really hard to for me to discombobulate your opinion, which you are absolutely entitled to. Glad we can agree on this though; there’s plenty of online misinformation about LD - as there is FND! Lymescience was one of many I had to navigate my way around on my truth-seeking journey. It foxed me for a while then I worked it out all by myself. I read a lot of papers, mainly on google scholar, I researched the authors, I researched their papers, I researched their critiques. Only then was I able to make conclusions. If you are referring to the two-tier antigen testing? Precisely my point! With a test this unreliable, the time to adopt or develop a more reliable one for LD is long overdue (by 42 years). About treatment, you are also correct. These days, since the NICE guidelines were updated in 2018, treatment can be administered without a test. The point being, EARLY TREATMENT SHOULD PREVENT LATE-STAGE COMPLICATIONS (such as optic neuropathy). As I explained, my EM rash occurred years before this significant update, and was the reason it wasn’t treated at the time (because of my negative test result, presumably). I did eventually get treatment (12 years late) and without a positive test. As I said; A CLINICAL DIAGNOSIS WAS MADE BY MY GP! The subjects of most studies are performed on patients who test strongly seropositive. As I said, the tests were designed for epidemiological surveillance and only those fitting the strict criteria are studied. Not the likes of myself, and many others who remain seronegative through-out disease. Studies like this exclude a neglected cohort. I also explained, I became symptomatic within months of this tick bite. If I listed all symptoms, my post would have been boringly long. Non-specific symptoms persisted and worsened over years, until I was floored. Borreliosis has the unique position of being an infection denied as being chronic. THIS is what doesn’t make sense. Even the CDC have relented recently and put the word ‘chronic’ in front of the word ‘symptoms’. https://www.cdc.gov/lyme/signs-symptoms/chronic-symptoms-and-lyme-disease.html When infection is left untreated and the immune system is unable to effectively deal with it, chronic persistence of some pathogens is scientific FACT. There are plenty of examples; syphilis for one (caused by the spirochaete Treponema pallidum). It even has an asymptomatic latent phase. Just because there are no symptoms doesn’t mean it’s not there. Untreated, it may develop into neurosyphilis, a severe chronic form resulting in serious damage to multiple organs as well as the brain. Syphilis is not Lyme, but the pathogens belong to the same phylum. As with negative serology, a negative CSF result does not rule out neuroborreliosis. I note you use the term "likely" in this context, I will point out that I am amongst the group of the 'unlikely'. And it simply means no antibodies were detectable. I was dealing with three different infections; my immune system might be overwhelmed and compromised. I think you are misinformed about "Dualdur", it has been validated by the EU. Of course, NICE doesn’t recommend tests outside its institutionalised arrogance and it might threaten their credibility; damage a few sensitive egos? If only the NHS would update its dogmatic ideologies, raise its barriers and help actual real-world patients, maybe we wouldn’t need to navigate our way through shark infested waters to find the way back to health. It is, after all, our prerogative as patients to decide for ourselves?! Thank you for your diagnostic input, Anonymous, however it’s not needed, as I was successfully treated AND CURED by a highly competent and experienced Professor of Infectious diseases. It’s of no consequence to me this doesn’t make sense to you but semantics aside: MY FND WAS CURED BY ANTIBIOTICS!

Miranda, alternative common denominator is actually ‘neurologists’, not you alone. You’ve already been through a lot, I can relate. I was dismissed by those I put my trust in. It’s a living nightmare you can’t wake from. I am not a doctor and have no clinical experience, but I recognise gaslighting when I see it. What’s most troubling is, this is medically sanctioned and becoming normalised. If ‘Anonymous Neurologist’ is so confident about FND why the anonymity? An FND diagnosis is, conveniently, whatever any neurologist wants it to be. It’s a matter of faith. Believe in it, accept it, and you will get better, or so they say. I didn’t believe, I resisted (blasphemer I am!). I found a cure through appropriate treatment for the missed organic disease I was, in reality, suffering from, the cause of all my ‘FND’ symptoms and more. I had a strong hunch, and found the right specialist. Symptomatically though, I had a ‘textbook’ case of FND. FND is still in my medical records, and is the code for doctors to carry on ignoring me. I’m still ’punished’ for this misdiagnosis. I only recovered because I followed my instincts, and I was right to. Long story short, as a patient, my FND diagnosis caused more suffering than it resolved. Aside from the emotional distress, I’ve suffered permanent vision loss due to the delay in appropriate treatment (from quantifiable ‘hardware’ damage declared by neurologists as ‘unconnected’ to FND, my ophthalmologist may disagree though). Of course, FND patients cannot voluntarily control their life changing, debilitating symptoms. But is it really Miranda’s fault her symptoms are worsening because she resists the diagnosis? I have to disagree with Anonymous Neurologist. This is absolutely a judgement, the verdict being, you are the cause of your own symptoms, regardless of them being involuntary or not. A bit like saying, if you don’t believe in God, you will go to hell. It resembles a dilemma of faith; a false dichotomy being preached from the gospel of a higher power. Its fundamentally un tenable to destigmatise a condition which is apparently a consequence of ‘software’ going wrong, or faulty mind/body connection requiring cognitive therapy. This will invariably be perceived negatively by the patient and perpetuate the stigma. Perhaps this is why 90% of complaints from patients are related to disagreement with FND diagnosis. https://bmjopen.bmj.com/content/8/11/e021573 (note the typo on page 3 in the heading referring to table 2. A Freudian slip?) Personally, I would prefer a ‘we don’t know what’s wrong with you’. Psychiatrists can’t diagnose FND, sure, OK. Conversely, it seems rather hubris for neurologists to be so confident of understanding a patients’ psyche without cross consulting psychiatrists? Could it be neuropsychiatric, or psychoneurological? Using past trauma to suggest diagnostic affirmation of any condition is also judgemental. Who on earth subconsciously causes their own debilitating symptoms because they may have (or even may not have had) historic traumatic experience? How did humanity (sorry, women mostly) evolve over millions of years to become so emotionally vulnerable? Bad things happen to people all the time without lasting neurological consequences. There seems to be negative effects to overly objectifying patients. Everyone’s different. Natural diversity made us this way, so it’s reasonable to apply logic that disease presentation varies among individuals, and doesn’t always conform to a rigid set of expectations. Mine didn’t and was denied by clinicians, though I now have unequivocal proof. I read somewhere once, ‘minds like parachutes, work best when open’. I think Anonymous Neurologist is inviting us lowly dissenters to engage in the authority bias expected of us. In my humble opinion, anything (such as FND) which develops a cultlike following is something which needs to be questioned. Why is everything turning into FND?

Dear Christoff

I see so many alarming parallels with my own experience and your wife's. (though I 'm in the UK). I could go on about myself and the debilitating neurological symptoms I've experienced. This is why I'm compelled to write.


I'm no Doctor, just a reasonably well educated lay person who had to learn self advocating.


The 'FND' I was diagnosed with was essentially cured by 12 months of heavy dosage combination antibiotic therapy. Like yourselves, I didn't buy into the FND diagnosis. I followed my instincts and sought the opinion of a private specialist (not a neurologist!) Also I share the same concerns about the whole FND thing. It's now my special pet hate. FND as you know isn't curable with antibiotics, any more than infection isn't curable with CBT. As far as I'm concerned FND = Frankly No Diagnosis. Don't let the rigid dogmatists get you down!


(Have you come across David Tuller's posts?)

https://virology.ws/2020/01/07/trial-by-error-some-more-thoughts-on-functional-neurological-disorder/


If I had bought into it, I'd have no doubt deteriorated significantly as this was my overall trajectory. I'd have a worse visual field deficit (I developed optic atrophy), I'd be wheelchair bound as my legs stopped working, and still be having what was assumed to be psychogenic seizures. Like your wife I also recall unpleasant odours, (smell hallucinations) to name but a few of a vast array of weird neurosymptoms I've experienced. I had years of medical investigations (and gaslighting) which found nothing. I too was investigated for MS, had tremors, ataxia, balance and sleep issues. Had an LP. Also negative.


I was too difficult a patient. Too threatening to their egos maybe? I'm a middle aged female, with non specific symptoms and was told they were most likely an abnormal response to normal phenomena. In other words, Doctors didn't believe me and I conveniently fit the (hysteria) profile.


My Lyme tests came back repeatedly negative. Though Dark field microscopy of my blood told a different story.


I only found the real cause of my symptoms when I sent blood off to a lab in Hungary. Not only did I have a chronic Lyme infection, but common co- infections Babesia and Bartonella, one of which needs antimalarial treatment as it does not respond to most antibiotics. It showed up bacterial fragments with (fluorescent) very specific markers attached, so no possibility it was anything else other than borrelia sl., the Lyme bacteria. My antigens were bound up, so I never would test positive for Lyme with standard testing methods. These need to be freely circulating in the blood to be detectable by commonly used Lyme antigen tests. Thus supporting the scientific evidence these tests are only right half the time at best.


My hair was also falling out, but stopped after the first day on antibiotics.


I would seriously consider if you already hadn't some kind of chronic zoonotic infection, not easily detectable by standard methods of medical testing. There are many, quite a lot Dr.s have never even heard of, or would deny exist in your country. (Tick borne diseases are carried in ticks on migrating birds). In which case prednisone may not be the best solution in the long term for you wife. With Lyme like infections it has temporary relief but with immunosuppression any potential underying infection can flourish making deterioration of health inevitable. If autoimmune in nature, it should reverse the disease. Steroid resistant disease may be a red flag for disease of infectious nature.


I still have Babesia as even after treatment the lab managed to culture it from my red blood cells. Also I still feel symptoms though thankfully much less neurological than they were. Though fatigued I'm a whole lot more functional, my tremors stopped, my legs work again and no more photophobia/hyperacuisis/ seizure like events.


One distinguishing hallmark of Lyme, is how symptoms shift around the body. One day there's tingling or numbness in one arm the following day it might be in your diametrically opposed leg. Cranial nerves and spinal nerve roots are commonly affected causing inexplicable back pain and fasiculations. Could her facial assymmetry be Bell's Palsy?


If there are ticks where you live, there's tick borne zoonotic infection without a shadow of doubt. In my relentless search for answers I came across papers which show Babesia infection can co exist with Malaria. And that Babesia is also found on the African continent.


Also might be worth noting while most clinicians know little to nothing about these infections, vetenarians do. Babesia causes red water fever in cattle.

I Had bites from ticks which came off pets so exposure risk is not always that obvious either.


This link may be of use. There's a form to check for possible exposure risk you and your wife may have had to pathogens and parasites.

https://www.parasiteclinic.co.uk/


I really hope this is helpful in some way, and you get to the bottom of it. Follow your instinct, there's always hope. Best wishes to you both.

Regards, mel in the UK


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